Wednesday, July 4, 2012

James Baldwin

Going to Meet the Man



I've read Richard Wright, Langston Hughes, and Zora Neale Hurston but I think Baldwin is the King of Black literature. What I just read has changed the way I view literature. I think James Baldwin is a genius for creating such ugly and gruesome characters like Jesse and every white character in Going to Meet the Man. I think he wanted to make people see how ugly white people were and by the end of the story I think I'm even a little scared of them.



The story begins with Sheriff Jesse and his wife Grace trying to have sex but Jesse is too tired from overworking. However, he then begins thinking about arresting a black woman and gets aroused by that but then catches himself and is disgusted at the thought of a black person. Baldwin then goes on this epic rant about Jesse and his feelings of the blacks which I think is Baldwin at his best, "He felt that he would like to hold her, hold her, hold her, and be buried in her like a child and never have to get up in the morning again and go downtown to face those faces, good Christ, they were ugly! and never have to enter that jail house again and smell that smell and hear that singing; never again feel that filthy, kinky, greasy hair under his hand, never again watch those black breasts leap against the leaping cattle prod, never hear those moans again or watch that blood run down or the fat lips split or the sealed eyes struggle open. They were animals..." (The rant is much longer) The hatred for these black people is so... I don't know how else to express it other than to state that it is unlike anything I've ever read. James Baldwin made them entirely evil. Not even Jesse as a kid is shown to be entirely innocent - he becomes overwhelmed with joy when they are chopping off the man's privates, "His father's face was full of sweat, his eyes were very peaceful. At that moment Jesse loved his father more than he had ever loved him. He felt that his father had carried him through a mighty test, had revealed to him a great secret which would be the key to his life forever." Also Baldwin writes, "He began to feel a joy he had never felt before. He watched the hanging, gleaming body, the most beautiful and terrible object he had ever seen till then." Right after the lynching party, the white folk go on over to have some food. It’s ridiculously evil and unsympathetic.



                In two instances, he writes as though a character is possessed by something evil. First, is Jesse's dad whose tongue and eyes look different the day Jesse is taken to the "picnic," "They were looking at something he could not see. His father's lips had a strange, cruel curve; he wet his lips from time to time, and swallowed. He was terribly aware of his father's tongue; it was as though he had never seen it before. And his father's body suddenly seemed immense, bigger than a mountain. His eyes, which were grey-green, looked yellow in the sunlight; or at least there was a light in them which he had never seen before." Later in the story, he writes, "He thought of the boy in the cell; he thought of the man in the fire; he thought of the knife and grabbed himself and stroked himself and a terrible sound, something between a high laugh and a howl, came out of him and dragged his sleeping wife up on one elbow." I envisioned demons possessing bodies and I know possessions are big in Pentecostal churches. Baldwin was a preacher at a Pentecostal church, so I think he incorporated that into this story.



                Another observation I made about Baldwin's writing is the way he wants the readers to know the innocence of the blacks. He makes it appear as though they were Christ like in various occasions. One of them was when the blacks praise God and tells Him to forgive the whites, "they were singing for mercy for his soul, too." which reminds me of Luke 23:34, "Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." And they divided up his clothes by casting lots." A second one was the complete humiliation of death, "All his weight pulled downward from his hands; and he was a big man, a bigger man than his father, and black as an African jungle cat, and naked."


                James Baldwin's story is a memorable one but I want to note on something minor that I find in many minority writers which is being extremely specific in their themes and I think that can sometimes be a downfall because it lacks the excitement of vagueness that we find in the works of Henry James. Sometimes readers don't like to be limited when they are trying to interpret the art they read. I think Perkins Gilman incorporates the right amount of mystery in her most famous work The Yellow Wallpaper while not forgetting her purpose of writing which is writing about her frustration about male-domination.

Thomas Hardy


Thomas Hardy

The Mayor of Casterbridge

I can’t say that when I read Thomas Hardy I was inspired to write but what I can say is that The Mayor of Casterbridge, is a perfect example of karma and I think that Hardy does a great job in the momentum he creates for the downfall of his flawed character, Henchard. It reminds me of the James Joyce short story we read in class, The Dead, where Gabriel is just getting hit below the belt constantly. Thomas Hardy does the same thing but at a much slower pace. In the beginning of the novel, Henchard sells his wife and daughter. However, Henchard then achieves this great social status after he promises God to stay sober for twenty years. I think Hardy throwing in hundreds of biblical illusions throughout the book was placed in strategically to make the reader remember the oath.

Hardy creates the fall of Henchard when the wife he sold in the first chapter, Susan and their daughter, Elizabeth Jane, come to look for him in Casterbridge. Perhaps a little after because he remarries Susan and you think everything is going to be peachy perfect in this Victorian society but Hardy makes everything go haywire for Henchard. First, Susan dies. Second, he learns that Elizabeth Jane, his real daughter died and the one living with her looks like Mr. Newsom, the sailor who purchased them.

But then things begin to look bright for Henchard. Lucetta, the woman Henchard was planning to marry right before Susan and Elizabeth show up, forgives him. Elizabeth begins to appreciate Henchard and Donald Farfrae is Henchard’s best friend. Then the third negative sequences of events begin for Henchard. He doesn’t like that the townspeople like Farfrae more and he hates that Elizabeth Jane took a job at the hotel and helped Farfrae at the beginning of the novel. Then Lucetta falls in love with this Donald Farfrae guy. Things are completely horrible for Henchard.

To make things worst, he dies when Elizabeth Jane decides to forgive him.

Charles Dickens

Oliver Twist, David Copperfield and A Christmas Carol



Charles Dickens is looked up to by many because of his in depth realism in his work, his extremely memorable characters and his unique technique. I agree with most but I think he was over the top too often and for a long stretch and I couldn't find any way to appreciate it. I don't know why. Perhaps it is because he attempted to be humorous? Anyway, I will go on to back up my gut and say that it is a flaw of the greatest Victorian novelist. Another thing I want to mention is his failed attempt to make the rich donate to the poor which was his primary motive in writing A Christmas Carol.


If an author is looking for ways to start a significant movement, he/she has to have the audience in mind. An author fails when he/she tries to convert his/her audience into a religion, go vegan, or motivate them to eat healthy because a true fatty at heart, like myself, will never pick up a diet or exercise book. Likewise, there is not an atheist I know that will pick up an inspirational or spiritual book unless they themselves make the choice to participate in the experiment. The intentions of A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens were to motivate people to give. Throughout the story, Scrooge was a jerk to everyone. In the ending paragraphs of stave four, he says, "I will honour Christmas in my heart, and try to keep it all the year. I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future. The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. I will not shut out the lessons that they teach. Oh, tell me I may sponge away the writing on this stone!" Through the events that occurred throughout Scrooge's life, a reason why he wants to change is because he feels guilt - transforming him to a new "christmas giving spirit" Scrooge. If Dickens wished for people to change, guilt isn't a correct reason to. If one's heart isn't willing it means nothing. You can only give out of guilt for so long. At the end of the day, philanthropists will be the only ones jumping on board with Dickens. Charles Dickens's is still great though I just want to point out that if anything, he just informed people about the real world and he conveyed it perfectly in A Christmas Carol. I don't believe it influenced anyone to give all it did was make Dickens himself prosper.


In Oliver Twist, I think Dickens went way overboard with Oliver's fate in the opening chapters. I believe the beginning ten chapters are filled with nothing but complaining. I don't want to say that I don't care about orphans but there's was just something that I couldn't connect with in Oliver's story. I'm going to blame it on the way it was written because I think one of the reasons was that I was just so sickly overwhelmed reading about this heartbreaking orphan for so damn long. 


David Copperfield made me appreciate Dickens for what he did. I like that it was Dickens's most autobiographical novel because he constructed everything for what it was, or it seemed. I know there are many unparalleled scenes but I liked that I didn't feel pressured (unlike Oliver Twist) to like David. I liked how hard he worked. 


If I was writing my own novel, I could steal many things from Dickens... even though I didn't like Oliver, I'm sure I will remember him forever... just like Scrooge and Marley. 

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Final week

Five essays due Friday. I'm getting ready to start on them.

First essay: James Baldwin's "Going to Meet the Man." 
About the author: America hated him. He was black and was famous for supporting Malcolm X and Martin Luther. Baldwin grew up with an abusive Christian step-dad. He later too became a preacher at a Pentecostal church. 
The Story: The story begins with the Sheriff, Jesse and his wife, Grace, laying in bed and for some reason Jesse is "too tired" from overworking to have sex. However, this douche bag states that he thought about a black prostitute and he was excited about that... but he was grossed out at the same time by thinking about this "beast" looking woman... the hatred portrayed by Baldwin is so good. No wonder America hated him.

Second essay: Thomas Hardy's "The Mayor of Casterbridge."
About the Author:
The Story: The story has it's up and downs and I believe Hardy's biggest theme that plays throughout the The Mayor of Casterbridge, is karma. Henchard sells his wife and daughter. Wife and daughter come back to find that he is now the Mayor. Henchard and wife remarry. Wife dies. The new dude from Scotland is being respected more by the townspeople. The daughter had actually died so this new daughter isn't even his. He's an asshole to her. He tries to get back with his other girl but she falls in love with the Scot. He's no longer mayor. He's poor again. He dies when his daughter decides to forgive him.

Third essay: James Joyce's "Dubliners."

Fourth essay: Mark Twain's "The Diary of Adam" and "The Diary of Eve."

Fifth Essay: Hemingway's "The Old Man and the Sea," "A Movable Feast," and "The Snow of Killimanjaro." 

Sixth Essay: Faulkner's "As I lay Dying" and "Light in August."


Seventh Essay: Nathaniel West's "Miss Lonelyhearts."


Eighth Essay: Virginia Woolf's "To the Lighthouse," and "Mrs. Dalloway's party."

Ninth Essay: Walt Whitman's "A song to myself."

Monday, July 2, 2012

all i can say



"Lord I'm tired
So tired from walking
And Lord I'm so alone...

And this is all that I can say right now
And this is all that I can give


And didn't You see me cry'n?
And didn't You hear me call Your name?
Wasn't it You I gave my heart to?
I wish You'd remember
Where you sat it down

And this is all that I can say right now
i know it's not much
And this is all that I can give
yeah that's my everything

I didn't notice You were standing here
I didn't know that
That was You holding me
I didn't notice You were cry'n too
I didn't know that
That was You washing my feet"