Wednesday, January 25, 2012

I Ditched God

"Show me how to love like You have loved me..."

How angry do we get when someone underserving of our love walks all over us? When they turn away from us or when they ditch us and our plans? I get super pissed and depressed. I've been such an ass-butt about people ditching me when they are the ones who promise a get-together, a movie-night, dinner etc.

"Break my heart for what breaks Yours..."

How many times have we made plans to have Jesus time and ditch Him? I've ditched Him plenty of times. How many times have I promised that I was going to make healthier decisions and break them? More than ten. How many times have I said I was going to be respectful to all of His children and completely forget when they do something stupid?

Do we break his heart every time we fail Him?

We might always have some sort of reasoning as to why we get upset but if God takes us as we are, faults and all, then we should too. I shouldn't give up on people because He doesn't give up on me every time I turn away from Him.

"You bought my life with the blood that you shed on the cross"

I've misused His minutes of my life on Earth. It's got to change.

I can't stand Him up anymore.